Tuesday, April 5, 2011

I didn't work hard enough

It's true that I haven't worked hard enough for the last four years. I know deep in my heart I can achieve my goals but I just screwed it up by being lazy all the time. Sometimes I seriously doubt that I have lost what it takes to succeed. It's so sad.

I wanna question myself: why cannot you wake up and look what you have done to yourself?  Why are you such a different person now? Why cannot you just smart up and do whatever it takes to achieve your goals? Why are you always so nice to yourself and why do you always choose the easiest thing to do instead of the most challenging ones from which you can learn more? All in all, why are you sooooooo stupid??????

I need hard work! Yes, I need it!

Oh, God. Help me to stand up!!!

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