Praise God for creating musicians!
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Crazy thought
Last night on bed, I kept thinking I have breast cancer, which made me cry for don't -know-how-long time and fell asleep.
Anyway, I'm having an extremely difficult exam today, so I'm nervous. Also, i'm gonna check with my doctor next week about my health.
Strenghten me, my Lord!
Anyway, I'm having an extremely difficult exam today, so I'm nervous. Also, i'm gonna check with my doctor next week about my health.
Strenghten me, my Lord!
Finals
I guess I didn't do quite well with the Business policy and strategy course, and I'm also very nervous about my exam tomorrow, which is a big one.
God, strengthen me! I'm so weak and ill!!!!!!
Oh, my mighty God!!!!
God, strengthen me! I'm so weak and ill!!!!!!
Oh, my mighty God!!!!
Saturday, April 9, 2011
A fine day
Got up at about 11, had my shower, my lunch and finally went out at 12:30pm. It's a sunny day, in fact, it's quite hot. Summer can be sensed by the big sun and the shorts of the girls and my sandles. Finished about 1/3 of my corporate economics term assignment and as a matter of fact, it's my goal to finish it all tonight. watched almost 100% of Four weddings and a funeral, and thought it's a cliche but classy movie. I was getting close to the very ending, but I ran out of time. The libarrian seemed very unhappy to stay there after 7:00pm. Okay, it's my bad.
Now I'm ready to finish the rest of my assignment. But but but I'm tired.
Now I'm ready to finish the rest of my assignment. But but but I'm tired.
Friday, April 8, 2011
Thank my Lord
First of all, I wanna apologize for saying the F word several times this week. Sometimes when things don't go as well as I have expected, I tend to lose myself. My lord, you know that.
My Lord, you know I've been trying to work hard recently and trying hard to meet all the deadlines, but I wasn't successful. My Lord, please give me the courage to beat the biggest enemy of mine-me. My Lord, you know I can do it. You know I have it. Please give me strength and courage!
My lord, bless me with what I'm going trough right now.
My Lord, you know I've been trying to work hard recently and trying hard to meet all the deadlines, but I wasn't successful. My Lord, please give me the courage to beat the biggest enemy of mine-me. My Lord, you know I can do it. You know I have it. Please give me strength and courage!
My lord, bless me with what I'm going trough right now.
Thursday, April 7, 2011
An old pair of jeans
This night, after shower, I found that thereis a hole in my favorite paif of jeans. I have worn them for about 4 years, and they're definitely my favorite of all my trousers. And I'm sure before, I haven't loved any piece of clothes that I wore them out. So, old buddy, you'll have to retire now and I'm very sorry about that.
I was hungry all day, and I was so worried about the DSE3030 presentation. Actually, we did okay and I even tolk a joke about George W. Bush.
Looking ahead, there are lots of things on the list. I guess I'll have to finish them one by one. "Work hard, play hard", I'm learning that.
Today I also saw so many beautiful pics of food. Oh boy， they make me hungry! Here is a pic I took when was on the roof of Lady Shaw Building.
I was hungry all day, and I was so worried about the DSE3030 presentation. Actually, we did okay and I even tolk a joke about George W. Bush.
Looking ahead, there are lots of things on the list. I guess I'll have to finish them one by one. "Work hard, play hard", I'm learning that.
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
I didn't work hard enough
It's true that I haven't worked hard enough for the last four years. I know deep in my heart I can achieve my goals but I just screwed it up by being lazy all the time. Sometimes I seriously doubt that I have lost what it takes to succeed. It's so sad.
I wanna question myself: why cannot you wake up and look what you have done to yourself? Why are you such a different person now? Why cannot you just smart up and do whatever it takes to achieve your goals? Why are you always so nice to yourself and why do you always choose the easiest thing to do instead of the most challenging ones from which you can learn more? All in all, why are you sooooooo stupid??????
I need hard work! Yes, I need it!
Oh, God. Help me to stand up!!!
I wanna question myself: why cannot you wake up and look what you have done to yourself? Why are you such a different person now? Why cannot you just smart up and do whatever it takes to achieve your goals? Why are you always so nice to yourself and why do you always choose the easiest thing to do instead of the most challenging ones from which you can learn more? All in all, why are you sooooooo stupid??????
I need hard work! Yes, I need it!
Oh, God. Help me to stand up!!!
Sunday, April 3, 2011
Brenda Starts a new life
Seriously, I don't know what I'm doing here. But one thing for sure is that I want my life to be different. I'm so sick of the way I live my life right now that I have come to the point of making a change.
I'm gonna live my life the way I want it, trying new things, exploring my limits, gainning wisdom, with no regrets.
So starting from today, I'm gonna keep track of what I got engaged to everyday till April 4th, 2012 and see if I can accomplish my goals.
Here is a list of my goals for one year:
I'm gonna live my life the way I want it, trying new things, exploring my limits, gainning wisdom, with no regrets.
So starting from today, I'm gonna keep track of what I got engaged to everyday till April 4th, 2012 and see if I can accomplish my goals.
Here is a list of my goals for one year:
- get at leat A- for each of my course
- start to learn and love finance
- learn to cook
- make money that I can live on
- prepare to find a job I love and work for someone I admire
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